June ~

Here I am again. I have endured some horrible things the last few months. Homeless.. fight w. bf.. accusations of things I hadn't done... him being accused of stealing our neighbor's money.. and somehow im still here, blogging, sitting at my moms house..

hes at home, his friend famous had come to visit for the weekend and i went to my moms house.

We got into alot of really physical fights where he hurt me really bad and i ws hurt even emotionally he told me im not worth it, etc.


but i am a good person although he says i'm mean or a slut.etc. or stupid.

i am working now as a house cleaner, getting up to $20/hr.

I'm trying so hard to make a plan I want to move OUT of the crappy apartment I'm in. His friends we share the bathroom ad kitchen with are sooo horrible. messy, blaming me or him for a mess that we didnt make. they don't like me and constantly try to brainwash him into believing everything they say. we think his friend stole the neighbors money, and is trying to blame me or miami. and the girlfriend sky made fun of me, while accusing me, of being the one to steal his $. I had sunburn and she says "i dont know about his girl though, she got real red, like, her ears too, ever her earrings *laugh* everything was red. and i was soooooooo annoyed. i hadnt blamed her or her man, or made fun of her, and if i did i wouldnt be yelling it out. fuck her. i hate this house.

i miss robertito...